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Wednesday, 19 January 2011

  • We watched Big Fish
          You said it was odd
    But then again,
          So am I.

    We ate ice cream
          On a harsh winter's day
    It was frozen and unwanted
          Just like my heart.

    We talked until three
          You said you'd call tomorrow
    You told me you "forgot"
          But no one ever remembers.

    You took my heart
          And with that you stole my smile
    I wonder when you'll bring it back
          I miss it so.

    You said you'd be here for me
          And then walked away
    But please don't come back
          I don't need you anymore.

     

     

    i get that this is stupid. but i don't much care. this is what is running through my head, always. stupid things like this. fictitious stories that mean nothing to anyone but me.

Friday, 07 January 2011

  • I fail at everything, especially this.

    I'll tell you lies
    I'll break your heart
    I'll tear your fragile world apart.
    I'll make you laugh,
    And cry, and grin,
    Oh, what a tangled web you're in.
    I'll tear you to pieces
    Forget your name
    The master of this twisted game.
    I'll boost your ego
    Just to watch you crash and fall
    If one of us is broken, it'll happen to us all.

Tuesday, 05 October 2010

  • And people break your heart.

    and my math grade is horrid, and I'm going to have to work my ass off to get the A I need.

    and my sister and I are done, and my parents keep trying to push us together, but it hurts to much to go back until she apologizes.

    and my grades in general just suck, there goes being #3 in my class.

    and my heart feels shattered.

    but at the same time you made it skip a beat today, (oh the irony in your actions.)

    anddd I'm just done. I haven't felt this low, this empty, in years. its horrible.

    keep calm and carry on.

    ~

Tuesday, 31 August 2010

  • It's starting to all make sense.

    It isn't as if I don't know whats missing. The problem is that I know precisely what it is in this world that I lack. And I know where I could get it, but I'm afraid.

    I don't do jumps. I don't take risks. I don't care.

    So what about this is so different?

    *sigh*

    go ahead, and open your eyes, kid.

    That would make everything so much easier.

     

    -_-

     

    End teenage bitching.

    Keep posted, or not.

     

  • only sixteen.

    I’m not going to lie,
    I’m crying as I write this.
    But I’m only sixteen,
    So how can I fight this?

    Too young to be broken,
    Too old to fix it with a kiss.
    Too sorry for apologies,
    Or to point out what you miss.

    So maybe I should change,
    I could be a better me.
    But instead I’m slowly drowning,
    Drifting further out to sea.

     

    -ugh. wish i could write again. can you say failed attempt? nothing i say, makes me content.

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